The Pain of My Love for You

I can't think straight.
My head is spinning.
I feel nausish.
My chest feels as if it's about to burst.
This is what happens to me when you leave.
It feels as if the world is about to end and
My life will be empty from that point on.
Me head hurts.
My back aches.
My feet are swollen.
This is what happens when I chase you.
Your smile makes me melt and your kisses kill me.
Your hands around my waist is what gets to me the most.
I feel safe.
I feel as if nothing in the world can touch me.
My heart hurts.
My fingers are bleeding.
My arms are sore.
This is what happens when I hold on to you and beg you not to go.
I go on with my day as if nothing is wrong, but
Inside I'm being destroyed.
You're so selfish.
It's always about you and I allow that.
All you have to do is sing.
Even if off-key I swoon and forgive.
I forget everything until the next time.
You're the king of all players and I know that.
But I always for your lies.
Today I take a stand.
A united front with all the girls whose heart you broke.
I will not fall for you tricks again.
My heart has already burst into a thousand pieces.
There's no putting it back together now.
You fucked up.
You better take cover because you've never seen anything
Like the storm I'm going to cause.
You've teased me.
You've left me.
Now it's your turn.
I won't be a puppet anymore.
You believe you're a gift from God but you're the spawn of the devil.
Time to get a taste of your own medicine.