I've been feeling like crying the last few hours. I finally did when I was listening to 4MEN's cover of Tamia's "Officially Missing You."
I just want to be happy. Is that so much to ask? And if it is why? I can't help but wish for it. To pray for her, my mother, her future. Can't we just smile at each other? Why does it have to be like this? My mother is that bad of a person. She's not perfect, but she isn't this evil, cruel, despicable person people make her out to be.
Now I'm crying again. The salty droplets are just rolling down my face.
Dear God,
Please keep my mother safe from harm, illness, and death. Please give me and her the strength to keep going on and walking through this life you've given us. Please let her come home by the Fall/Winter holidays this year (2011); hopefully before August this year (2011) so we can spend some of the summer together before my younger brother and I start school in September. Let her be exonerated of all those ridiculous charges. Please LORD. Help us, help my mother, my step-father, my younger brother, me. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
Your humble subject; your loyal child,
Jessica Toston-Monroe
I just want to be happy. Is that so much to ask? And if it is why? I can't help but wish for it. To pray for her, my mother, her future. Can't we just smile at each other? Why does it have to be like this? My mother is that bad of a person. She's not perfect, but she isn't this evil, cruel, despicable person people make her out to be.
Now I'm crying again. The salty droplets are just rolling down my face.
Dear God,
Please keep my mother safe from harm, illness, and death. Please give me and her the strength to keep going on and walking through this life you've given us. Please let her come home by the Fall/Winter holidays this year (2011); hopefully before August this year (2011) so we can spend some of the summer together before my younger brother and I start school in September. Let her be exonerated of all those ridiculous charges. Please LORD. Help us, help my mother, my step-father, my younger brother, me. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
Your humble subject; your loyal child,
Jessica Toston-Monroe
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