So lonely and cold.
Trapped in four tile walls with no one to talk to.
Starting to slowly let go of all expectations.
Holding on to all my old memories and outdated sorrow.
I'm hungry, my heart is hungry.
My soul is starving for some attention but my magnificiently long fingers can't grab it.
This emptiness inside me is overwhelming.
There's also this emptiness I cannot find.
The ones I love or have loved are the ones who have forsaken me.
Is there anyone in this world that can save me?
The reason I'm lonely I can't grasp.
Knowingly being rejected by my peers and myself.
In class with people younger than me kills me even more.
Craving my bed and my warm covers.
Day dreaming of my television sat and game systems.
Wishing I could allow myself to be carried away by the music.
I wish it was easier to socialize with others.
There's no one here with my same interests.
I am finally hopeless.
I keep reaching my breaking point every second of every day.
Soon in the ground I hope I lay.
I know I'm here to learn but everytime I look at the clock and see there's school time left my stomache churns.
My heart burns!!!!
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