We Used to Love

As Lyn said,
"We used to love."
Now all we can do
Is peek at each other through
The corners of our eyes.
Your love dispersing was of no surprise.
I couldn't sustain my lies.
Because of my life I never trusted anyone.
Not even you.
My heart seems to weigh a ton.
For there's only one thing I can't do.
And that's love you.
As my anxiety gets tge better of me
I finally see...
That you weren't made for me.
Kissing you always made me smile.
Now when I here your name all
That comes up is vile.
For my heart I have to let you go.
I've never experienced such a blow.
For me to leave only made you happy.
Now for the rest of my life I'll feel crappy.
Now are you happy?!