Feelings

I write letters to you everyday.
Letters that I can't send.
Letters of love and friendship.
I have butterflies in my stomach.
They won't go away.
The smile you bring to my face won't leave either.
Do you smile when it comes to me?
Can I lean on you when times get tough?
Will you always hold my hand when you're near me?
Is it me you see?
Will you love it when I sing off key?
I want us together lost at sea.
I can hear my own heart beating.
And it's beats because of you.
And only for you.
Does yours for me?
I can't explain how much I care for you?
I want to see you every morning when I wake.
Forever, you being there when I open my eyes.
You being the man I say I love you to would mean so much to me.
Will you ever say I love you?
Can you say it?
While I stare at your picture I can't help but smile.
My body shivers in excitement too.
Do you even know what you do to me?
Could you take it if I explained it to you?