Reading old journal entries I found this. I wrote this when I was 15 or 16. I guess it still applies to me, I still have his number and use it as a reminder. Its just not the same type of reminder it used to be.
Entry:
Love can sometimes suck, but I'm happy I've ever even experienced it. Sometimes I think of Brandon and how it would've been different if I never woulda noticed the other girl he called his. He wasn't the type of guy I ever felt an attraction to before. Though he hurt me he was the only guy I ever enjoyed kissing. I hated that movie we went to go see our first date but it was the darknes I enjoyed. It was like we had privacy in public...it excited me and it made me happy. I fell asleep in his arms and that's not an easy thing to do. Make me comfortable enought o do anything so early in a relationship. Anyways that's that....I guess I keep his number just to remember the me that was what I wanted to be. Yeah...so...um...see ya!
Entry:
Love can sometimes suck, but I'm happy I've ever even experienced it. Sometimes I think of Brandon and how it would've been different if I never woulda noticed the other girl he called his. He wasn't the type of guy I ever felt an attraction to before. Though he hurt me he was the only guy I ever enjoyed kissing. I hated that movie we went to go see our first date but it was the darknes I enjoyed. It was like we had privacy in public...it excited me and it made me happy. I fell asleep in his arms and that's not an easy thing to do. Make me comfortable enought o do anything so early in a relationship. Anyways that's that....I guess I keep his number just to remember the me that was what I wanted to be. Yeah...so...um...see ya!
No comments:
Post a Comment